I’m not sure if i’ll ever get better. It’s really frustrating when you have gone above & beyond to help yourself, done anything & everything to get better and years later, have nothing to show for it.
I have fundraised $10.00. That’s it. A big part of my failing fundraising efforts being I’m only one person and can only accomplish so much in one day- while being sick. Yes, there are a few great people out there who want to help, but I can’t get to the point where they can help. I don’t really know how they can anymore.
I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. I don’t expect anything handed to me. I don’t want pity. I want to get myself better. I’m doing the best that I can.
I give up. I just hope that’s how I feel only now or today…and tomorrow will be another day.